Still kinda sad about last night.
My life has mainly consisted of school. But what about what I want to do? Recreational things? Hobbies? My parents (actually just my dad) doesn’t care about what I want to do. Right now I’m balancing school, gymnastics, dance, and 2 jobs. I have a lot going on in each of these activities, but being involved makes me happy. I love gymnastics and dance and not having to think about school during those times. I would understand if having this much to do caused my grades to drop but honestly, I’ve been more on top of things and my grades are BETTER. So I don’t understand why my dad is mad that I can’t handle this all and that I come home late from practice. It’s not like I’m out late at night drinking/smoking/doing bad things….I’m at dance practice and this week practice had been lasting longer because of upcoming event.
Last night as he was yelling at me, I just broke down…and I told him that he doesn’t care about what I WANT to do with my life. That got him to stop yelling and then it just stopped.
My life isn’t all based on school and it shouldn’t be. I want to be well-rounded. And I want to be good at something. I LOVE and greatly appreciate how babe has gotten me back into things I loved. I want to get better at gymnastics and dance and I just need to get away from all this school. And actually being this busy makes me happy. I love how things are right now. I’m looking forward towards improving on my hobbies and being well-rounded.
Honesty I don’t care what my dad thinks anymore. I just wish he would accept my wishes for a change.